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:: Monday, September 29 ::

I have exactly 24 hours to make a decision that could potentially change my life.
I am going insane because I can't decide what to do.
This competition that I'm considering with stakes so incredibly high, makes me worried because I'm not sure I have the validation to get pass first round. I wish He would make his sign more clear to me because I'm leaning towards not doing something and I feel this terrible fear of regret.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh

And if I choose to NOT move and NOT do anything, well, then I pretty much remain the same (and possibly sane again) but will wonder if I made a poor choice.

And if I submit my application in, I will have to just wait and see and let my pride down and wait for the results. I also become more poor this way investing more coin into it. But if all goes well, the coin will be more than doubled and it could be a very rewarding thing. But I'm not in it for the money. I'm just dying to sing for some HUGE names.

I won a competition last year, but can I do it again? Hrm....

But on a completely different note; I'M GOING TO NYC! My school has rewarded me for my hardwork and is sending me to NYC before the holidays to indulge in opera culture with THREE MET SHOWS, complete with accomodations, food, ANNNNND pocket money! OVERJOYED AS YOU CAN IMAGINE. GOD IS SOOO GRACIOUS.

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:: from the mouth of erics* :: 2:52 AM :: --> (3) comments

When you're on public transit and you've got tunes poppin' in your ears,
don't you ever have the urge to just lipsync and pretend you're in your very own music video?

I do that all the time. I don't close my eyes, I don't even directly look at anyone. I mouth the words to the tunes and figure I'm on the spotlight. No shame. I do it.

But then the other day on the subway, when my tunes ran out of batteries and I was forced to join the forces of silence, there was an asian girl about my age who had her tunes poppin' in her ears. She and I exchanged glances a few times and she gave an impression of subtle grace and pleasant introvertedness. 15 minutes into the subway ride, to my dismay, she started going 'buck' and lipsynced her lyrics to some upbeat tempo pop song - frankly, it looked ridiculous. She never opened her eyes, and made facial gestures as if she were rocking it out as frontman in a heavy metal band.

After that day, I stopped lipsyncing on the subway. I realize I may be causing some of my fellow transit commuters visual pain and its probabaly best to leave those 'lipsyncing music video moments' for the shower.

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:: from the mouth of erics* :: 3:01 AM :: --> (1) comments

this is why i wished we had Target in Kanada.

or maybe i wish i had an american boyfriend so he'd collect them all and ship 'em over to me. DOMOKUN!

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:: from the mouth of erics* :: 7:20 PM :: --> (0) comments